Love parenthood

Dec 12, 2013

I absolutely love being a parent to little Zoey right now. It is probably one of the funnest things I have done in my life.  A few months ago, I felt sad for parents. It was so hard at first.  You may have seen my sob stories from before.  I wondered why everyone kept having kids. Why would everyone keep willingly subjecting themselves to that? I wished that no one would ever have to go through the hardship I was going through.

 Dramatic? Maybe so, but I really had a though time adjusting. I like to tell myself that my baby really was harder to care for than some babies.  That's all over now though!

 I am so happy to see her perfect little smile all the time! She is sooo much happier and well behaved now. She is learning so much all the time.  Zoey is my little angel!

Now I wish that everyone had a chance to experience parenthood.  What we are going through right now is so worth everything I went through before.  Maybe I am just saying that because I am not going through the hard part now. Maybe I have forgotten what I really felt like a few months ago.  Now I am elated! And it's even winter.. who knew?  It's a lot like a felt when I fell in love with Tanner.  I love everything she does.  sometimes I get a little annoyed of her whining, but it's different than it was before.  Now, the annoyance is masked with a big coat of adoration. I can't explain it.  You just have to experience it for yourself.  It's amazing!